Real Talk People (January 23, 2017)

SO I know that we have all entertained with the thought of me coming home in September. and to me that is what I want to do. I want to be back in your arms as soon as possible. BUT I have been feeling a little anxious about that thought, so I have been praying about it A LOT! and thinking about it A LOT and I went to the temple this week and prayed about it even more, and you know what answers I have been getting?

3 Nephi 13:32-34 

"for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.

But seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.

take therefore no thought for the morrow, for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient is the day unto the evil thereof"

or Doctrine And Covenants 42:61-62

"if thou shalt ask, thou shalt receive revelation upon revelation, knowledge upon knowledge, that thou mayest know the mysteries and peaceable things-- that which bringeth joy, that which bringeth life eternal

Thou shalt ask, and it shall be revealed unto you in mine own due time"

Oh and lets not forget about the blessing I got on Thursday night when I was told

"Heavenly Father hears all your prayers and he will answer you in his own time, remember to focus on what he wants you to do right now and the future will follow"

So family after a lot of prayers and a lot of thought, I feel like I need to wait to make my final decision. I am going to let Harrison Turn in his papers, and He can put his availability date whenever he pleases and I will be home before he leaves. I promise that. But I can't promise that I will be home on September 14th because I don't know if that is what Heavenly Father wants me to do. 

I am just trying to do what the Lord needs me to do. Maybe there is someone who I need to meet two days after transfers, and That is why he needs me to stay one more. I don't know, but what I do know is that my Heavenly Father's plan is going to be the plan that makes me the most happy, and make me the best instrument that I could ever become. I hope no one is upset with the things I have said today but I will make sure to let you know more of what I know by June. 

Harrison. Please don't wait for me to come home before you put in your papers. I have been thinking about this so much. and I don't want to be the one who holds you back. There may be someone who will only respond to you that needs you out earlier than you want to go out. But Heavenly Father knows what is best for you. Listen to him. Pray to him. Ask him. because he knows everything. Read your patriarchal blessing. Get a father's blessing. Ponder it in your heart because I know that whatever you choose, in the end, will be what Heavenly Father wants for you. You are such a smart kid, and you know what is best for you. So do what he asks of you, and the blessings will overflow - more than you could ever imagine. 

I love you all and miss you all so much.

I hope you have an amazing week! Im praying for you! you are wonderful!!

Love, Sister Webber